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Saturday, March 20th, 2010
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Saturday, January 19th, 2002
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Shit, I don't know what to start off with. Nothing really interesting has been happening. Sometime in April I'm going to New York to check out this college of the arts that's giving me a free tour. Hmmm, what can I say? Nothing much....my job is pretty good, fucking awesome hours--or should I say minutes, for the pay I get, with no tax. Tiresome, yes. Quiet....well, not really because I'm always playing my music.
There's nothing else to say really....it's snowing outside. It looks pretty....hahaha....that's it.
Oh! My band recorded us last night. On this little box thing, that I don't know the name to.
::crickets::
Yeah......
......yeah, that's it.
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Wednesday, January 2nd, 2002
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::exhale::
Ahhhh, let's see:
*Kissed Matt when the ball dropped
*Took Bonnie home at 5 am from Matt's house
*Failed to make porno
*Failed to stay awake
*Failed to stay asleep when Bonnie started whining
*Slept over Matts again
*Watched "Still Crazy"
*Failed to finish "Still Crazy"
*Going to The Mutter Musuem today with Matt
*Dad's cheating on my mom
*Joined yet ANOTHER band from center city (lead singer)
*Sent in my article on Hoobastank and The Beautiful Mistake to my boss to send to The City Paper
* AND a Partirdge in a pear tree.
Happy 2002!
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Monday, December 31st, 2001
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::exhale:: yes, it's definitely been a while.
I've been up to much of nothing. Still do not have a job, wait--well I still work at Moore College of Art & Design. :) .But I don't start back up until next semester. Next week I'll work from 12-4 am. $90 every four days. Good pay I guess. But onto the better, my boss from Moore told me that if I was still interested in at least free lance writing for The City Paper, she could help me. There was some party last night downtown that she attended that the editor and cheif of The City Paper also did. They didn't talk, but my boss says she can get in touch with the lady, (I think she said it was a lady), but whatever-the-case it's working out.
My movie has been put out of production until April due to friends being horrible complete assholes and friends being horrible complete assholes that are no longer friends. ::shruggs:: The newer version will be better. :p . But with my new work technically there's two movies. I talked with the worker from Rok N Roll Plus, John, he's still interested in being in my movie. And he's still interested in having me and Hector shoot his friends band Oracle's video. The guy is completely cool.
Last night I gave Matt a full body massage for an hour! I washed his feet and gave him a foot massage. The lotion that I used smelled great. I can still smell it on my hands. The massage was followed by "heavy petting" then nice and fun sex! :D I left at like three. It was freezing outside. Luckily for me my house shoes were big and fuzzy and warm.
But off to better and better, tonight is New Year's Eve. I'm gonna be with Matt when the ball drops. :D . I have my outfit picked out, and maybe Matt and I can make that porno we've been waiting to do. :D .
"Lights....Camera....Action, (and I do mean action)" <--Matt
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Friday, December 7th, 2001
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Well I sent in my articles to The City Paper. So be sure to check the "I love you/I hate you" part in the back. I wrote about three bands; Hoobastank, The Complex (who by the way are good), and The Beautiful Mistake. My teacher is now giving me a production and film class. Before I know it, I'll be a director slash actress slash......I'll be happy. Anyway, yesterday I hung out with Crystal and Christine, we did nothing but sit in her room and talk about sex. About our shitty but completely adorable boyfriends. Matt still isn't back, and I probably won't see him until next week because I'm going to Jersey to hang out with Malcom Bliss. I might....I really want to see Matt, but then again....I really want to start singing with them again.
Ehh, it'll work itself out.
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Sunday, December 2nd, 2001
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My days have been nothing short of extraordinary. going back to work has diefinitely put a bright porspect in my future. I'm currently attempting to become a writer for The City Paper. It looks good, I've already contacted two writers and they say I sound "promising".... :-/ ....covering local music would be my slot. And I'm working on three bands right now to write 1,000 words about. They go as followed:
The Beautiful Mistake
Hoobastank (I'm taking a chance)
The Complex
I figure a few words and articles in The City Paper, a few contacts, and advice then I could start my own. I have to get more writers naturally, but I'll settle for taking it one day at a time. My chronicles are just going....I haven't had time to finish them, between working on my writing, sending in my articles, and being with matt. Maybe this week will be good, Matt will be gone and I'll have time to do all that other stuff that calls for my attention.
Last night with Matt was amazing and I look forward to another time. :)
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Thursday, November 29th, 2001
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::gasping for air::
Anyone miss me? ...... Don't everyone jump at once.
These weeks have been pretty exhausting. Caught between writing my new chronicle, driving around, sleeping my ass off from my downer pills, or simply doing nothing, my weeks have been actually productive.
Ever since I got kicked out of my house, since I don't take shit from my mom things have been going well. She is sorry she hit me--though I am not sorry I hit her. lol .That bitch deserves to fucking die.
Whatever-the-case, as of now I'm happy, feeling good, don't have any worries as of now. It could also be because I "satisfied my sexual erges" this morning.... :) ....if Matt won't give it to me, I'm left with myself.
Good day to you all.
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Wednesday, November 14th, 2001
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Walking by your house.
And reeking all the drinks I've had.
Well life is just a waste.
A blinded waste.
And I'm wide awake.
My eyes have met with yours.
Depression's gone away.
I will walk away from you like the prodical I've been.
I'll never run away from you.
Cause I've seen the other side.
I'm never going back again, I'm back again right now.
With my eyes, with my eyes wide open.
My eyes, with my eyes wide open.
I walked away from you.
I walked away from you!
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Tuesday, November 13th, 2001
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I saved a pigeons life yesterday. Somehow, itwent flying into my a bush in my yard, and Matt,(my cat), pounched on it, nibbling on its wing. My camera crazy friends wanted to film it, since they made me stick a eraser up my bunny's ass. Did I mention I had a rabbit? Anyway, I pushed everyone aside and picked the pigeon up, "Eww Jen they're the dirtiest birds in the world" surrounded my ears. I didn't care, and I took it in my house and put it in a bird cage. I gave him/her seeds and bread. After filming and before I went to sleep I check on it and it was fine. Scared looking, (naturally), but it can't fly and I want to help it. ::smirks pensively:: How the hell am I gonna help it? Ehh, I just think it's cool to say, "Hey I have two cats, a rabbit, and a pigeon."
Turns out my favorite band, The Beautiful Mistake isn't going on tour. :( .I love that fucking band. Ummm, I think that's it. Oh, sometime this week I'm going to South Street to talk to my friend that works at Rock N Roll Plus, so he can sell my film. !!!!!! . <----That means 'yey!' He already argeed to be in it, and the ex guitar player from Hydnic (sp?) wants me to come to his shows for his new band, The Orions Code, it's fucking awesome. My film will be selling right next to CKY in the very same store. :) .
Well I go to the dentist today. Speaking of which I better get going. That's it for the weekly update. Ummm, everyone I know is sick. Maybe we all have anthrax, like Matt said. ::shruggs::
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Monday, November 12th, 2001
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Who wants to taste my juwoo sow? Want a piece of my juwoo sow I'll give it to you now.
Who likes my chopsticks, hit you in the shit with my little ass dick. Yellow.
If you want to see me, eat jello.
I never seen nothing like you before.
I can kick you, higher than you can kick me.
I can kick you way up into a tree.
Who wants a taste of my woolan tea?
Ho ha ho ha woo chi chi.
Everybody in the phone book named Chang.
Wanna see my wang?
Never good, go and hit the gong with a bang.
Whoooa. Everybody wanna see me throw a fireball. B
But that's not right, not in real life.
You will fall down and break your leg.
Everybody wanna see me break an egg.
Well I don't. But I like fried rice. And I've got lice.
Ching chow, woo ching wang woo white.
That ain't nice. Four for the cookie. I always charge you tiwce.
Delivery free, but not from me. I always charge a dollar fifty.
Fifty five, wanna see me coca? Hit you with the lan, howaa!
Or when I hit you with the shit, do a split, take a shit after you eat my shit.
Kun foo. Want my buffet? You fucking gay. Ahhh, wilow hit you with the hay.
Stay the fuck away. Hit you in the balls.
Only Americans eat duck sauce, and my soy sauce is for you.
I can put it in your shoe.
Watch this;
I can tip toe while you take a piss. In my bathroom spy on you while your little boy shit.
Awwwh! I can kick you if you don't pay the bill, and if you want a little mint.
That's fifty cents, bitch.
Everything cost a little bit. So don't expect nothing for free at least from me.
Ching chow, hoowee. I got you from Tiwan city.
and Hong Kong, I can smoke a bong and I can do it all night long.
And don't mistake me for a meiaton'.
I can get you and tackle you, spank you.
Never see me when Iget you and bake you. Rope you up, and put you in a bamboo cage.
And make you feel all my rage.
Poke you with a little stick until you page, but it's topalmnaycalmnee.
Godamn that shit burn, blew away my whole city. Oh gees man.
Shoot a load on your chin, godamn that's a sin. Don't go good-bye and if you wanna come on in,
you can work into my world where the yellow ship begins.
Awwyah! Can't be tamed. I got chips to control your brain. And it's called Egg Fu Young & Lo Mein.
So come on in baby and have it just the same.
Awwyah!
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Saturday, November 10th, 2001
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::exhale::
Yeah, it's Saturday. I didn't go to work today AGAIN, for nothing. Waiting around....sitting pretty....dressed to kill....freezing....ruined plans....
I'm just gonna go out. I mean, there obviously is nothing left for me to do since my plans have crashed and burned in hell. Right?
"SATAN IS HIS NAME!!"
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Friday, November 9th, 2001
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Ohh yeah. To those who still tune in to this journal, I'm pleased to let you know that alls well. It seems like forever since I posted in here. I've been busy making my movie, understanding my video camera (yes i finally got a new one), understanding my car (::giggles::), and understanding my boss. My butt still hurts from the depo shot, my mouth still hurts from the four needles that were injected in my gums from that fucking dick fucker of a dentist.
Whatever-the-case, tomorrow is Friday. Fun stuff. Sometime this week, me and Matt plan on making a porno with my new camera. You know, to kinda 'break it in'. Yeah....tomorrow I'll travel off to the Regal Begal in Bedford Pa. Ya gotta love it.
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Wednesday, November 7th, 2001
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So I'm out of Frankford. My transferr form went right in at FLC, I'm guessing because the principal remembers me and how artistic I was....am....whatever. I leave on Friday. I wish that something more could come out of this. My grandmother is buying me a 2000 black Audi. I get my lisence in January. I mean, this is gonna be great. How many people do YOU know that has a 2000 Black Audi?? Not very many huh? Ahhhh, eat your heart out.
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Tuesday, November 6th, 2001
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I hang myself from these barb wire ropes.
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Monday, November 5th, 2001
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Hey, let's see, me and matt fucked last night! For three hours! That's right. And it was good, great, amazing, fantastic, out of this world, mind blowing....yeah go spread this around to your friends.
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Saturday, November 3rd, 2001
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Should've seen it coming when the roses died.
Should've seen the end of summer in your eyes.
Should've listen when you said good night, you really meant good bye.
Baby ain't it funny how we never ever learn to fall.
You're really on your knees and think you're standing tall.
But only fools are 'know-it-alls'.
And I've played that fool for you.
I've cried and I've cried there were nights that I died for you baby.
I tried and I tried to deny your love drove me crazy.
Baby, if the love that I've got for you's gone,
and if the river I cry ain't that long,
then I'm wrong! Yeah I'm wrong.
This ain't a love song.
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I didnt' go to work today because I'm stupid. I thought I was staying for something worth while, but as it turns out, I just wasted my time. Again....ummm, I don't know what I'm doing today, I think everyone's coming over my house to "make me feel better". Ya know, that kinda thing.
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Friday, November 2nd, 2001
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Josh came back online, pretty much snapping on me because I can't make up my mind for leaving or staying. Saying stuff like, "You're leading me on/You and Matt are going back out/He's not taking you away from me again..." What a psycho. I'm so through with him! And everything else.
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Umm, well, I don't know what's appropreiate to say now. Hmm, let's see. I'm putting in my transferr form for FLC on Tuesday. I'll probably be out of Frankford by next Wednesday and that'll be it. I got my $4000 today. I'm not going to work tomoorw, because I'm not up for walking downtown AGAIN....hmmm, I don't know. Josh won't talk to me. Matt won't talk to me. Kate will barely speak to me. What's going on? Ehh...just stop trying right? It's the only way to go. Fuck everyone that reads this, and to hell with the people that dislike me.
I try and I try....forget it now. After all, "it's meaningless"
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Hey I forgot to add, that since the recent bad news of me and Matt being apart, I'm leaving. I mean, he's not gonna want to be my friend, (just like before), and seeing him everyday isn't gonna help me....so I'm leaving and I'm going back to FLC. Where I rightfully belong, I can't stand this shitty ass school anyway. Maybe I'll graduate this year.
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